Forbidden Love
Love which I will never receive….
Oh what secrets of the eyes, they hit me like lightning
Oh the ripples of the pond, the chaos of emotions
Blessed be the mystery of love, blessed full of happiness
Oh will the wonders ever cease
The secret smiling of the lips, the drenching noon of love
I feel my feet above the ground when you are there
My heart filled with the golden eternal sunshine of you
In a moon lit farm in my heart, the soft billowing winds of love
Here I am drowning in the sight of you to the music of your song
Along a pebbled path drawn by arching trees and the light of the shining stars, a walk with you is all I want
I do not need anything else but you
Yet how much sorrow can I take,
Cursed by the love I believe and feel
The unspoken words suffocating in my chest
Waiting to be spoken but are not
Cursed by the one I love, she loves another
Foolish I am, but my heart rushed in like a river of loneliness to the warm embrace of the sea
I should have known better, but alas time to grieve
This is only a dream, a fantasy impossibly hoping to happen but will never bloom
Sometimes beautiful flowers never bloom
I know I will find no other like you
Time is the only remedy there is, hopefully it weaves and fills the gaping canyons of my soul which is waiting and waiting for its other half, you
Deep inside I know, time cannot help, but I hope for a remembered dream long not forgotten
Hope is all I have…
